What a day it was!

I wake and I am peaceful, the sun breaks through the threads of the curtains. Frayed, but there the sun let's me know that I made it to a new day! I was allowed to wake up one more time. Interestingly, I find clouds in my mind that dim the real sunlight. They are the thoughts that make existing difficult. The thoughts that make me cry with no prompt. Yes, I was able to make it through today because I have friends and family that will pick up the phone if I call. We all need those someone's! Yeah, my Dad was one of those guys... I miss you.