As the minutes before any task, revelation, or decision is about to come forth; I always found that I could not wait. I always wanted to know the decision. I needed to know. I never wanted to wait for everyone else. And, in waiting to hear if you were top dog, you had to wait through all the other names that placed, and in waiting long enough-- self-doubt swept over you. What if I get no place! What if my name is not coming up at all? That is the fear of all those who win.
As the minutes pass and a plane has landed, you always get a frog in your throat as you wait for your family to reach the pick up area. There is a lump in your throat, what if they missed the flight? They would have called, right? It is everything the moment that your eyes lay upon them. The relief is extraordinary.
Yes, when a great moment comes up, the hours, minutes, and moments of waiting are impossible, but they pass no matter what!
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