My thoughts fly about in my head, at times will keep me awake. I dread dreaming... I don't know why the dreams are bad to worse, every night and I feel at times that I might drown in the darker moments. I wake and I am tired. I feel like I have run around all night. Am I chasing a bad memory or am running toward it as I am chased down by an even more horrible dream reality? During the moments when I cannot focus, which is every waking hour, I try to find a singular item on which to focus. The problem often becomes that I appear to be staring at either a person or an object, but I am told to stop staring by my wife. The truth is, I do not think that I am staring, but I guess I look like a creep... Oh well, those are the things that fly about my head.
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